The Death of Porn: Men of Integrity Building a World of Nobility

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He just was crazy. He couldn’t make up his mind what he wanted to do. He had this script that he’d written probably when he was on his 3rd day awake but it was so sadistically disgusting. I just said, “Colleen, forget it. Just forget Bobby, go off on your own. You got your name now, you’re big enough where you can do it on your own.” I had given up hope that Colleen would be featured due to her tragic passing – so this is a true surprise.

Yeah. Her hair was long, a little longer than shoulder length, blonde like strawberry blonde, very pretty. And these are just, I guess, her high school things. I think the question is that ‘is the dark side of the industry’ any darker than any other walk of life? High school diploma, old snapshots and Valentines, her confirmation certificate from the Catholic Church. And a copy of Hustler magazine with her picture on the cover. These are like the belongings of two people as though Shauna Grant had kept Colleen Applegate’s things, dragged them with her from place to place and finally left them behind. It was the perfect thing to have. You could go smoke a joint, unwind from the first scene and then right before you go on, you take a toot. When the camera is on, everybody is happy,” behavioral scientist Gad Saad, a chair at the John Molson School of Business in Montreal, who studies the porn industry.

I had had this ring that was a little heart, some diamonds on it. I wore it on my wedding finger and I asked Colleen’s mom if I could give it to her, and she’s like, “Are you sure?” I gave it to her. I was afraid to touch her. I was like reaching out and I asked, “Can I? Can I touch here? You know, she just looks so frail and everything.” Just was so different to see someone with a bullet through their head. I can imagine and so I took it off my wedding finger and it wouldn’t even fit on hers. This one did hit us hard, and so did everyone else. August Ames was one of those honest pornstars that got into trouble for speaking her mind. Her husband later wrote a separate blog post, which gave us more details about her death. Like every living person, it does not take much to start blaming yourself and guilt-tripping. We do not blame him by any means and wish Kevin the best.

Family and close friends said they had deep concern at the volume of prescription drugs prescribed to Olivia and the danger this posed to her. One of the very pornstars that has died of natural causes. Alexis Grace might not have the most videos in her portfolio, but she was still popular. It is one of those deaths that could have been avoided if treated properly. But, on the other hand, everyone can pretend to be smart after the act. Does this name ring the bell to anyone? Hotaru was a famous Japanese actress and a popular blogger among all things. Despite her active role in HIV and AIDS scenery, Anna did not have the illness herself. Not sure how wrong it is to masturbate to dead pornstars, but you should watch her scenes.The actress - who was famed for her 'hardcore' performances as Shyla, Amanda Auclair and Shyla Stylex – was found in bed unresponsive by her mum after spending the night at the family home in British Columbia, Canada. It just messes with your mind. It’s addictive, you can’t quit once you get a hold of the money and you know it’s there and it’s easy to get to. You don’t want to quit. Ortlund's] book is a great blend of theological depth and relatable, practical tools that I believe will help all people battle pornography use and addiction." Yes. I didn’t hear from her for, it seemed like an eternity, but it was probably two months… didn’t hear a word and I didn’t know where to call her. We left there and then. All the way home, I kept saying, “Why did we do that? We could have found out where she was living, found some…” I didn’t know how to find her. These are the people that are still alive, these people that made money, still making money off this poor little girl getting to think that that’s all she needed in life.

Colleen stopped making adult films but the people she’d met in that business often came to visit her at Jake’s. She had her little act down like a little girl from Minnesota and till the very end, she used to say, “I wonder how many years I’m going to get away with this Minnesota act?” The subject of pornography tends to be embarrassing and can evoke feelings of helplessness and shame. Ray Ortlund refuses to pile onto that shame, and he wants you to know you’re not helpless. Like a loving and compassionate father, he calls us to freedom, to a better life, and to the death of porn’s grip on our imaginations that robs us of the true and beautiful intimacy our souls desperately hunger for.”All good things must come to an end. Zoe Parker has died in her sleep and that’s the only “good” thing about this incident. The official cause of death is unknown yet, but the aspiring actress announced her retirement from the filthy business just a few months before passing away. Her room in Las Vegas was strewn with medication for kidney infections and UTIs and Olivia – real name Lexi Forde – had apparently been warned by doctors that her "days were limited" unless she quit booze. We met on a film, Summer Camp Girls. She was really nice and we just started hanging out, best friends, very close.

Later, well-known porn actor Bill Bailey died attending a sex festival in Mexico City with his girlfriend, as he plunged to his death during the event. This cast of characters includes Bobby Hollander (perhaps the person who emerges least well from this endeavor), Jim South, Jerry Butler, Danielle, Laurie Smith, Jeannette Littledove, as well as several family members and friends of Shauna. Correction July 22, 2021, 2:56 pm: An earlier version of the piece stated the Pineapple Support CEO’s name was Leya Falcon. It is Leya Tanit.She didn’t win but it must have been an exciting evening for Colleen. Francis Ford Coppola was seated at the same table. And she’s like, “Oh, I’m okay. I don’t do it that much,” and I say, “Well, look at you. You’re 90 pounds.”